Monday, April 27, 2009
Well its been a fucking long time,
ever since i posted.
The reason i am posting now is,
its one of those days again.
every time after a day of that.
AH!
FCUK
When will this me,
stop bothering myself.
DAmmmit dammmit dammit dammit dammmit!
"An immoral darkness crowds my heart"
When can i stop caring and
tell you to go fuck yourself?
Twisted...shit...
"All my life i have been waiting for someone like you"
My brain, used to think retarted thing till i am so tired of thinking anymore...
I would like to stop caring if not forever,
just for a little while...
so that i can enjoy what caring too much again.Labels: kayaboi- the fucking selfish me
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Thursday, April 2, 2009
I really don't know what do i want already.
really.
numb?
maybe, because i have injected myself with just too much of the wrong medicine.
or.
am i cure.
Well anyway, i just so damn fucking boreded...
there is just not enough things to occupy my time fully.
neh, enjoyment of life with no friends.
make your life stink like a ...***
right..
so neh...
i will look forward to 10/3 this year,Labels: Who am i??
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Saturday, March 28, 2009
Didn't have the feel to blog much recently.
Since even if i do,
there is little chance anyone would understand anyway.
Well yesterday marks the end of P1 though.
And maybe a few other things also.
I think, its time to go.
To put a end to the first year like i had promised.
so....that.
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Friday, March 20, 2009
Ah... not been posting lately.
Well lets start from today.
i Just realize, So much had change
in so little time.
Sian.
So much to cover in so little time.
and so many things to know about in so little time.
And also so much time in so little time....
ITs really so little time.
tomorrow has aleady passed...
REaLLy....
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Friday, February 27, 2009
Sian.
There isn't much going on lately.
Not because there is no one.
but more of there is not really anyone.
I'm going into project mode.
Aiya just sian la.
But anyway.
here what i am going to do over the weekend
other than working, i am going to create for effects with flash.
yeah~!!
but, i cannot render TT.TT
lame right....
my poor lappy cant support.
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Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Ah.~
God damn....
i am such a crappy mood right now..
is me wrong,
me no right??
AH~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
(music plays)
o...well
the end really is near..
just dont let it come this fast k?
.God. / .Devil.
maybe there are no gods only devils.
Shadows but no light.
No sea of hope but sea of despair.Labels: Emo =.=
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Saturday, February 14, 2009
AH~~~~~~~~~~
i am sooo tired...for some reason my chest is quite pain.
just done my deferment for NS.
Still haven't done my work.
kinda sian for some reason.
Ah~~
lemme scream can~~~~~~
well, val is still that plain..
a year or so, passed like that
unknowingly.
If, time permits.
it might come true mah.~
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